Yesterday was a pretty sad day. I came to the realization that my Starbucks romance was all in my head.. and that Vic was most likely never going to love me the way that I want to be loved. I asked him why he didn't like spending time with me.. and he said because I was annoying.. The man that is suppose to love me.. thinks I am annoying.. There isn't really any way to look at that word in a positive light.. Its hard to believe the 5 m inutes a day I spend with him could annoy him, but apparently it does.
What do I want, you ask? I want the kind of love in Brokeback Mountain.. Where the love is unavoidable.. and undeniable.. where you can't get enough of the other person.. and it tears you apart when you aren't together... Is that so much to ask?
I don't want to waste away waiting for it. This hot beyotch won't be a hot beyotch forever, you know!
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