Last night, my dear friend Danny and I went to dinner.. We chatted about (at that time) the pending execution of Saddam Hussain.. Danny's reaction to my opinion, scared me. It scares me that more people don't think like I do..
Danny looked at me like I was insane.. Me?!?!

I am going to get a-top of my tide box here.. and give you what I think.. and then I will stop, promise.

I have always thought that A life is this precious gift. I believe that there is a God and "he" is the one that gave me and every other person this gift. We created the society and if people break the rules of the society, we have the right to take them out of the society and not let them live in the society..(Jail) but under no circumstance do I think that we have the right to take away another person's life. It is not our's to take. The mere idea that a government plans the murder of another human being FRIGHTENS me. It is wrong. The ultimate punishment is to take away someone's freedom. Go into your closet.. shut the door .. and stay in there for a while. It isn't a life you would want to live and that is punishment.
Murdering someone .. who murders someone to show that murder is wrong, doesn't make sense. It is simple as that.
I in no way agree, condone, comprehend the evil that is in Saddam Hussain. But I do know that he was probably scared and felt very alone and I feel bad for him. I prayed for him.

New this FALL !!

You have seen CSI and Law and Order..

Meet the newest crime fighter on T.V. ..

Mocha P.I.

Doin Christmas, Moosey style.

Prayer never hurt anyone.

Many thanks to BIG DREA who is showing you, dear reader,

what someone looks like with no pa zazz & zing... She does it well!

I say this with a heavy heart, dear reader. I have lost my pa zazz & zing.
The man.. the one I work for, has relocated my office. Of course by lowering their bottom line, my headaches have grown and my yawns have gotten larger. Please be patient while I get in the swing of things. It will happen soon, I promise. My once 15 minute commute has turn into a 60+ minute ordeal. My only solice.. Howard on SIRIUS. Thank you God and baby Jesus!

Press Release!!!

meet def Jam records newest artist!
Grand Master P

(p=puppy)

Giddy-up lil Doggie

Paris Sucks!

As if you NEEDED a reason to fall head over heels in love with the band JET.. here it is.. The fab 4 from Down Under wrote a song about the beyotch.. Lovingly titled.. RIP IT UP.. I love them MORE if its possible!!!


Those silly fellas

"Rip It Up"

Did you ever get the feeling you were born to lose Smacked in the face with a silver spoonSkinny doll gimme your magazine queenJust spread your legs for the silver screenFrom the bedroom baby to the city a' lightYou look pretty good but you're not so brightFlashin' your stash ain't nothin' newI'm gonna get ya my pretty:your little dog tooMake me rich, your doctor saidAnd if you ever break down i'll cut you up againOn the bedroom wall the stars look brightBut they don't belong in the city a' lightGet on your feet boysRip it up, rip it up if your ever gonna make it!Get on your feet girlsRip it up, rip it up if your ever gonna make it!Well well well what a wild wild dreamMonkey do, what a monkey sceneDaddy done bought you a record dealBargain basement boy how does it feelFrom the bedroom baby to the city a' lightLook pretty good but you're not so brightGet on your feet boysRip it up, rip it up if your ever gonna make it!Get on your feet girlsRip it up, rip it up if your ever gonna make it!Rip it up, rip it up, rip it up, rip it upRip it up, rip it up, rip it upGet on your feet boysRip it up, rip it up if your ever gonna make itGet on your feet girlsRip it up, rip it up if your ever gonna make itGet on your feet boysRip it up, rip it up till it's amputatedGet on your feet girlsRip it up, rip it up to the high rotationGet on your feet boysRip it up, rip it up watch em go home wastedGet on your feet girlsYeah i know your gonna make itGet on your feet boysRip it up, rip it up got a lot don't waste itGet on your feet girlsRip it up, rip it up get a new decorationGet on your feet boysRip it up, rip it up money face is waitin'Get on your feet girlsRip it up, rip it up get a new fascinationGet on your feet boysKiss, blow a kiss to the wall your facin'Get on your feet girlsIt's time to collect from the bank generationRip it up, rip it up, rip it up, rip it upRip it up, rip it up, rip it up

Additional proof that we are related!!!

as if you had ANY doubt!

Oh Baby!

The little things in life really makes life worth living..
Today, I spent the afternoon, with my darling 1 year old niece and her mother(my sister)
She knows me and reaches for me.. This makes me so happy. There was a time when she would CRY and CRY and CRY if she wasn't in her mommies arms.. But I guess I grew on her.. I love the little thing.. (sigh)

Please, dear reader, with this in mind.. say a prayer for me. Her compulsive father, believes toys spoil a child .. and she needs nothing for Christmas.. This is completely foreign to me.. (haa haa he is a foreigner, could this have something to do with it) I ended up getting the most fab gist for her that he will HATE.. please pray that he doesn't go all German on me.. avetaseign!

I decide

Jet refuses to bring the tour to NO CAL. HMPH!

I am not pleased.

& Some 'TARD on the Jet board had the nerve to tell me to quit being a dork .. and stalking Nic.

I cried. But hey, who the F is she, anyway?

I can lovingly obsess over whoever I please, right?

What a bitch.

Too bored to live, to young to die
If you get too tall I'll cut you down to size
T.V fear sells brand new cars
My love lives with my guitar
It's easy to feel that free
When you know what you want to be
Stand up, you got to live while you can
Stand up, burn up before you fade out
Stand up, don't you follow the crowd
Stand up, you got to live in the now
Stand up, there's nothing holdin' you down
Walk on, with your feet off the ground
How they gonna stop you now?
How they gonna stop you now?
So learn to love or learn to lie
Don't sit and watch the world go by
T.V fear sells brand new cars
My love lives with my guitar
It's easy to feel that free
When you know what you want to be
Stand up, you got to live while you can
Stand up, burn up before you fade out
Stand up, don't you follow the crowd
Stand up, you got to live in the now
Stand up, there's nothing holdin' you down
Walk on, with your feet off the ground
How they gonna stop you now?
How they gonna stop you now?
Never gonna stop you now
They got the mouth
We got the soul
Come on now honey wont ya let it roll
You got to move
Don't hang around
Come on now honey can you here me now
Stand up, you got to live while you can
Stand up, burn up before you fade out
Stand up, don't you follow the crowd
Stand up, you got to live in the now
Stand up, there's nothing holdin' you down
Walk on, with your feet off the ground
How they gonna stop you now?

To West Coast VP Atlantic Records:

I have quite a dilemma on my hands. I am completely and totally consumed with JET. It is seriously an addiction and I am seeking help.

Your help.

In October 2006, I drove down to Southern California to watch as the new album was launched. I attended shows in Anaheim, Los Angeles, Hollywood and Las Vegas. I seriously was in that weird place where everything in life is really really GOOD. I believe people refer to it as Nirvana. But then the shows were over and I came home.
But I was different. Shine On has changed me. Not in that freaky weird way.. It just turned a light on in my little head.. (no pun intended)

Now, as I sit here.. waiting for JET to appear on The Conan Show.. I am saddened when I peruse their website and realize that not one show is planned for Northern California. Please have the boys play here.. I cannot endure another road trip.. (ugh) Can you give me a sneak peak? a wink that there are plans..

Also, what does a girl have to do to meet the guys in the band? Give blood? a kidney? I am open to almost anything.. :)


Thanks in advance for anything you can do

Look at my big boy!!!

I don't need no stinkin fork!!

The Kuehnel girls....

Happy birthday, Beautiful!

Help?

LOVE his dirty lil feet....

Here is your chance.. dear reader.. to be heard.. by me!!!

I promise I will listen if you give me a chance..and comment, damn it!!!

Go to:

website address has been removed because reader is lame and refuses to comment..

Watch the new video (Bring it on back by JET) and give me your thoughts on what the heck it means...Did Nic break up with the blonde chick.. or what? Is he remembering ... When he went into the hotel, I gasped.. All I can say, I need to get a subscription to Variety.. I would have been first in line at that casting call.. !!! (blonde chicks roll woulda been mine!!!)

And don't forget ..........

Just because you're eyes are open, doesn't mean you can see..

and always... SHINE ON.

GOOOOOOOOOOAL!

Houston (Quakes) 3 - Rapids 1

Playoffs here we come!!!!

It has officially happened...

Yes, dear reader, the day has come. I have COMPLETELY lost my mind. I am on the Atlantic Record email list.. so whenever something new comes on the scene about JET, I am IMMEDIATELY notified. Well, I got said email .. tonight.. and was literally beside myself !!! They introduced NEW ringtones.. VOICE rigtones.. Now everytime someone calls me, Mr Nic Cester tells me to answer.. Isn't that LOVELY?? CALL ME!!! OFTEN!!

For the record.. 2 named people are lame

As you may, or may not know, I was totally in Love.. white hot love .. with Mr Tucker Carlson. You know, the uber sexy host on MSNBC?? Anyways, he regularly calls in to the Bubba the Love Sponge show on Howard 101... I listened in horror, one day, as he explained that he was in love with the Ditech chick.. If he was given a free pass by his wife, she would be the one.. EW. she is freaky and chirpy and way too Katie Couric-ey.. I decided, in my infamous wisdom, to get to the bottom of the obsession. I wanted to see what he saw.. SO, I emailed her.. and here is the exchange..

Me to Anne Marie:

Did you know the very hot Tucker Carlson is hot for you..

Anne Marie to Me:

I agree, Tucker's very hot!I think he referred to me as a sexy librarian.

Me to Anne Marie:

I was listening to his regular "call in" segment on the Bubba the Love Sponge Show on Sirius.. and they were talking about who Tucker would have a go with .. if the wife said it was OK... He said you .. by commercial.. (Ditech is it) and by full name.. and I have to admit I was a little jealous.. when he said your name he said it with this weird inflection .. like he was off in his own little world. Oh... if only I could be in Tucker's fantasies..

HO HUM

Anne Marie to Me:

Meghan -
That's pretty funny! I've got to get Sirius. All of my friends are
raving about it. Tucker actually mentioned me on his TV show,
"The Situation" about 4 months ago. I e-mailed him and mentioned
that I loved his new look without the bow tie, very sexy, & he e-mailed
me back saying that he'd be in the Los Angeles area in September,
but I never heard from him while he was here. I'm sure he was busy
with "Dancing With the Stars." It's fun to hear that he's still fantasizing . . .
Thank you for letting me know! - Anne Marie

Conclusion. Tucker in an idiot. I gained further confirmation of his stupidity when he was voted off the first danicing with the stars.. Where he made really weird freaky face.

tres chic

HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLO!

Yes, that is a cell phone.. You can never be too early for your first!!!

Yup, this one is at least worth a thousand words!!

angel baby....

Achtung!

Congratulations to the sweetest BRO around.

He made it through basic and is on his way to Alaska!

Mon AMI

The first hint of the REAL tour.. New York Shows have been announced.. Please oh please come to a few places closer then Vegas and LA.. the drive was horrific!!!

Everybody now...T-A-R-D!.

When I was in L.A., I saw Jet on Jimmy Kimmel. In case you didn't know, they tape the show LIVE for the East coast at 8pm.. This is super because I ran back to my hotel so I could catch the show I just witnessed in the flesh on the television.

(That isnt the tard part....)

I decided to tape it via my digital camera.. (Nope this isn't it either)

(wait for it.. wait for it.. here it comes....)


I just watched some of it frame by frame.. and caught my mug a few times..

What cha think?

(my nose is directly between the "air" and "performa")

Am I a good Mother?

Before:

After:

Silly Billy Jilly is finally home from her European jaunt!

Isn't she just darling? Almost a year..

photos part deux

A glimpse at my trip...(in no particular order..)

More to come later.. Maybe a few movies whe I have a chance to upload them on youtube...

Check em out.

These fellas opened for Jet.. and dare I say, they are pretty good..

Final day..but not the last word by any stretch of the imagination

Hotel in Vegas was FAB!
LOVED it .. it was the best by far..
Had a few drinks prior to the show.. was feeling really peachy creamy..
Got to the show an hour prior to the doors opening.. 4th in line.
FINALLY was against the barricades.. which to the layman, means FRONT ROW baby!! I was between Nic and Mark.. And I was right in front of the gap between the onstage speakers.. So, whenever Nic stood on the edge of the stage.. (which was quite a few times).. he was dropping his sweat on lil ol me.. He also said there were some really purty girls in Vegas and looked at me.. tee hee.. (well I think he did.. you know, his crazy eyes and all)
AWESOME show.. loved loved loved it!! Best of the 4.. Went to Vons and got some chamomille tea.. I was going to throw it on stage.. you know Nic's poor throat.. but I chickened out because security guard was HUGE.. I cannot be arrested and deloused for ANY reason.. !!!
Strange revelation, either Nic has an endless supply of brown suede ankle boots.. or he really loves his ONE pair.. because he wore them every day.. Also, same for scarf.. All 4 days .. same one. HMPH. Will definately go to NO CAL shows WHEN they bother to come!! Will post photos later.. JUST got home, must love up on my babies.. xoxoxo

Day 3.. The drama continues

OK.. who knew.. the camera in the bra did not work at the Kimmel show. You had to walk through a metal detector and then get wanded by this big burly dude.. with an attitude.. Assuming they would find it anyway, I gave it up before I was humiliated.. Had to check it in.. hmph. I still had to get wanded.. because the zippers on my contraption set off the alarm.. I had to explain to Julio what I was wearing.. then I had to undo my jacket.. because my HUGE underwire bra was setting off the alarm.. I was nervous I would have to leave the jacket off for the show.. because as you know, dear reader, I only iron the part of the shirt that shows when the jacket is on.. hmph.. ANYWAYS.. the show was kind of weird.. it started at 8p .. so it would be live for New York.. I was dead center, right behind this smelly teenage boy.. OH.. OH.. Apparently CLUB wear is black, unwashed clothes.. most the people there STUNK.. and I must tell you about the pimp that I met.. He was at last nights shoew.. and then I ran into him again tonight.. I did one of those retarded head bobs that I cant really do.. but, I will talk at you later on this one.. ANYways, I was dead center.. and I am pretty sure you will be able to see me on the television.. I am nervous I will look stupid, like when I was on The Price is Right..but Nic WAS looking right at me.. I mean what were his choices, really.. smelly teenage boys.. or HOt lil me??? NIC is hot.. but I am getting a little JET overload.. Off to bed... cheerio.

Day 2 in review

Literally 2 feet away from Mr Nic Cester this fine evening.. I think he might be a wee bit crazy.. he has crazy eyes.. kinda space cadet like.. But I find it kind of charming.. .. I swear, Nic looked right at me.. and did a double bird.. AGH.. I was like.. what did I do? then I realized There was a dude behind me drunk out of his mind.. and he kept flipping Nic off.. SHEW.. Oh well, I think Nic caught my stare a few times.. He probably thought,CRIKEY.. its the stalker.. I am kind of bummed that they haven't done any signings.. like they did in Dallas.. but I digress.. I did capture a few sweet photogs.. but I will upload those later.. when I get home.. (I had to hide the camera in my bra.. I figured they couldnt pat me down there, now could they?!?!?)
I have to tell you also about the "hotel" I am staying at.. I can see the Hollywood sign out my window.. That is the ONLY good thing about it.. They obviously give stars away liberally.. because 1 star is incredibly generous.. I mean there is this bum across the street.. and his little box would be a step up.. I will try and snap his photo tomorrow for you, dear reader.. Off to bed now.. Jimmy Kimmel tomorrow.. Pip Pip Cheerio.

Day 1 .. in review

I learned the hard way that the HOB makes there COSMOS STRONG.. Damn ... it had some weird reaction with my back pills.. Needless to say, I got sick in the bathroom during the opening act.. They were pretty good.. Some band from NewZealand.. Dead Cat something.. ANYWAYS.. Jet rocked the house.. Nic was fab and beautiful.. It was werid to see the weird mix of people. Most people ranted and raved during their old favorites..from the original album.. GET BORN.. and the crowd drew quite when the new Shine On stuff came on. This one girl would not shut up during Nics heartfelt SHINE ON.. about his dad.. who died a few years ago.. I wanted to smack her.. But oh well..a stupid so cal girl.. HMPH. Anyways, just checked out of day one suite... I think I saw a Target down the road.. I might pop in their for a few.. Need to locate a Starbucks, though.. Carry on.. Cheerio.

Attention..

Being that I had Mocha relatively recently, I ask you dear reader, to call Victor and check up on my little him. I totally understand the anxiety associated with that first separation.. I mean, literally the ONE thing I am having issue with ... is leaving lil Mokie home alone with "those people" .. I haven't forgotten about Chino.. She can just take care of herself. Vic is listed.

fill er up, rusty

makes no difference what they say.. we are going on a holiday...
hold my calls!
Jet on Leno is about 2 or so minutes.. I think I peed myself a wee bit... (pun intended)

I believe we have lift off...

It is Monday night, and so far so good. No news is always good news,right? I guess the real tell will be if Jet shows up on Leno. I did get an email reminder from the jimmy kimmel show.. So, my excitement level is on the rise.......

I believe this is what an anxiety attack is!

I Absolutely ADORE Nic.. but I just got several emails letting me know:
Jet has been forced to cancel two upcoming shows as lead singer Nic Cester has acute laryngitis. Doctors have ordered Cester to rest for four to five days.
The cancelled dates - Philadelphia tomorrow, September 29th, as well as Toronto on Sunday, October 1st - will be rescheduled sometime in November. The rest of the band will still travel to Toronto for scheduled press and promotional activity. Jet's tour will resume Tuesday, October 3rd in Los Angeles, where the band is scheduled to perform on The Tonight Show with Jay Leno.
Hmph. I am real nervous that I will drive down to LA and poor Nic will not be in any better shape.. and I will be a total loser in LA with nothing to do.. AND WAIT.. Leno?? why don't they tell people this earlier.. I tried to get tickets.. because I could totally drive down there a day early.. but they are SOLD OUT and I am on the waiting list.. whatever!!!!

Thoughts?

1st attempt at paper mache' tail.. went a little overboard and mummified Mocha

I was brainstorming and thought I could make Mocha a paper mache' tail.. So, he wont have a phantom itch on a tail that doesn't exhist.. I don't want the other dogs to lsugh at him and make him feel inadequate.. Its a dog eat dog world out there!